WEird times. I feel like I have my sister back. I can feel her very close too me. The way that she was back then. When she was healthy bodied. I dont know why. Maybe cause she feels the same way too.. Remembering so much, so hard, so close what it was like. To be herself. To be able, to be selfdetermined. To be. She still is. Different. But here. Same same but different.. 

Its Heart Breaking. But Its Life.