Sitting in a warm kitchen, alone, on my birthday, not a bad thing. I actually am ok with it. In a perfect world, I would be with some loved ones, who d be there with me, eating, watching movies, taking walks, hugging and kissing me. 

But this world is far from perfect, so I m good on my own. For now. Hoping that will change one day, when I m ready for it. 

I need more time for myself actually. I dont like being with people who dont get me, who are boring for me, who annoy me with their way of living, and their way of thinking. 

So much would love to find some people to be happy and inspired with and to have fun. 

That would be so nice. 

I m looking for those people for all my life.. 

I dont understand why I m not finding them. I think its also cause I m in the wrong place/wrong country/wrong continent.. maybe. 

I hope and wish that this will change. This is my birthday wish ! 

I wish to find some wonderful people to live my life together, who inspire me, who I m happy to be with , who are fun, and deep, and gorgeous ! :) Yes. And who have so much love and creativity ! Thanx ***

I guess I just have to enter some other circles. Dancers, weirdos, singers, people who live in the moment, and who care about the future.