Sometimes I just wish I could lift you up, carry you home, take you home with me, bring you in your own bed. You would wrap your arms around my neck, like you did when we were kids, remember?

We were playing you couldnt move your legs anymore.. and I had to rescue you, carry you away quickly... 

It became real.. only now, you cant move anything but your eyes... 

I cant carry you away quickly.. 

Tonight I dreamt you would suddenly get up, jump around and talk hyperactively...

I miss you so much. 

Yesterday I was with you in the park. 

You in wheelchair, the movement is obviously exhausting for your brain. 

When we were stopping under trees.. you fell asleep, listening to birds and the wind rushing through the leaves. I love you. Please forgive me that I cant bring you home, that I cant make the people here build you a new home faster. Now with this stupid Pandemic, everything is more complicated.. its driving me up the walls..

I hope you are ok, and I hope you ll get better. Its breaking my heart.. 

I wish I wish Iwish.. things will get better for you.. soon.. ! I love you. ...