Letter to myself: 

Hi Babe, 

I know you can make it. You feel terrible right now, not knowing how to get through this, there is no "through".. there is confusion, pain, loss, anger, desperation, despair.. sadness..

And you do not know who to turn to. Who to talk to. Who to hold you. When you cry. 

I know you cry alone. You dont say everything that is on your mind, and in your heart. Cause you feel like its too much for people to hear and feel. 

Thats ok, maybe one day you will share more again. 

I m here to tell you, you will get better. I believe in you. I believe in life helping you out. I think you will meet more people who get it. Who get you. Who love you for who you are. Who are feeling lucky to be with you. 

You will find more ways to express yourself, - painting, singing, music, dance.. 

I know right now its hard for you to appreciate yourself, to see the stunning being, that you are. But listen. Even if you dont feel it right now, while you put yourself down, while you cant see the light anymore, and feel the warmth in your heart glowing for life.. it is there, you are amazing. You are beautiful, loveable, prescious, a unique gift to this world. With all your flaws and mistakes that you make.. 

You are wonderful. You can make this life feel good again. You can make it. 

I believe in you. 

I see you.  

Dont forget that. 

Love Kd*