Pms, lonelyness, confusion, sadness.. 

To all you needy, lonely people out there, dont give up hope and enjoying the little pleasures of spending time with people who get you, and who you feel good with. 

Wondering about Love again. What it is, and why we feel it sometimes towards some people.. I dont know, probably just someone s, we feel good being with, we feel something pleasant, we enjoy, we want that feeling. We like ourselves when we are with these people ? Relationships are ..? Difficult because we repeat what we learned, and the old hurt from our parents and other people comes up, and distracts. We need to deal with these distractions on our own in order not to overload the other people with ourselves? I myself want to learn so much to listen more. To really listen. I think I never learned that. And its so exciting to really learn to listen to understand someone the most you can. So beautiful, and then, and only then you know who you are with. Who ist this person, what do they think, what do they feel, what are their dreams and hopes and wishes, what is their sadness, what is their happyness? What makes their eyes light up? When are you gonna hear their prescious laughter? I guess, when you enjoy it so much to see them happy and at ease, and when you apreciate their sadness, and their trust to show you their sadness, you know you love someone. No matter how you want to define it. Love is good, Love yourself, you are beautiful. Love others. Let others Love you. If it feels good.